𝗑𝗒𝗧 β€œπ—§π—ͺ𝗒” 𝗙𝗔π—₯ π—”π—ͺ𝗔𝗬…πŸŽ‚

Oh Theodore, you would’ve been TWO today…Β  I remember this moment…Β  I remember being so thrilled that you were β€œcomfortable” enough on this particular day to lay β€˜chest to chest’ with mommy; feeling your chest rise and fall with each breath against mine was well worth recruiting someone to help coordinate the process of delicatelyContinue reading “𝗑𝗒𝗧 β€œπ—§π—ͺ𝗒” 𝗙𝗔π—₯ π—”π—ͺ𝗔𝗬…πŸŽ‚”

live. love. & smile.

2020, if you’ve taught me anything, it is that a smile can both disguise pain and exude joy all. at. the. same. time… It is that sadness and happiness know how to coexist if you’ll allow them… It is that grieving can last a lifetime, but family lasts longer; family bonds are eternal… Yes, 2020,Continue reading “live. love. & smile.”

6 MONTHS GONE

Hi Theodore,Momma here…Today, marks 6 months.Half a year since I’ve looked into those fierce eyes.I have nothing profound to say,besides “I love you more than life itself”.Β Thank you for filling my arms for 223 days.It’s your strength that has quite literally become mine.Just one thought of your courage empowers me to do absolutely anything.And itContinue reading “6 MONTHS GONE”