
โซธย ๐๐ ๐กย ๐๐๐ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐คย โซท
โ 17 pounds 5 ounces
โ 27.5 inches long
โ only sits still for Mickey Mouse Clubhouse
โ rather nibble on own feet vs. dinner
โ โMr. Crazy Squawky Pantsโ
โ hits fists on mouth to make funny sounds
โ huge fan of peanut butter
โ loves when Mama sings โOpen-Shut Themโ
โย highly offended if binky is offeredย ย
โย obsessed with banana puffs
โซธย ๐๐๐๐โ๐คย ๐๐ ๐ค๐ฅย ๐๐๐ฃ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐คย ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฅย โซท
After a little wrestling, I clipped you in the โbig-boy seatโ of our stroller. You do not like the idea of being confined, yet Mama has a way of convincing you to relax and enjoy the ride… all your frustrations quickly dissipated after tucking a blanket around your sides, popping a banana puff in your mouth, and placing the bumpy dino-teether within your grip. Itโs always a good sign when the bottom of your heels begin to clink together with excitement…
…and away we went!
It was the first nice weather day of the year; your big sis was in school, and Daddy was sleeping from night shift. You, my little 8-month baby, have the ability to make as much noise as a whole football stadium of fans in an overtime game. We call them โsquawksโ, but honestly, theyโre more like long drawn-out bellows that also have the ability to reach decibels I didnโt even know existed. Sometimes Iโll catch myself instinctively trying to coax you into softening your tone; I press my nose against your drooly cheek and whisper sweet gentle sounds into your ear, but you, Arthur, are definitely not one to be easily persuaded. You whip your head around, look me directly in the eyes as if Iโve insulted you and then let out the biggest: โAHHH-GAHHHH!โ. Needless to say, being outside after a long dark winter felt absolutely โfreeingโ, for us both. Your voice didnโt have to bounce off our walls any longer, but instead it beautifully echoed within the trees.ย
The birds were matching your volume. The wind still carrying winterโs chill. The hot sun landed itโs rays on the top of my head like a warm hug. As we continued walking down the bike path, I closed my eyes and deeply inhaled some of that heavenly atmosphere. Just then, a few tears began to leak out of the corners of my eyes; it was as if I was already internally overflowing, and that fresh breath of air actually expelled what needed to come out. Thereโs something about nature that makes me feel so close to your brother, Theodore. Maybe itโs existing around everything thatโs completely untouched by man? Maybe itโs not being contained by four walls and having the ability to fully interact with the unknown? …or maybe itโs the opportunity to simply connect with our โinner-childโ; becoming โloudโ with our feelings, and having no fear of judgement from the birds and the bugs…ย ย yep… โAHHHHHHH!โ – this time, it was me who belted it out, straight up to the heavens with no barriers in-between… you paused, and looked up at your goofy Mama with a huge smile of approval. I love you, Arthur.ย
Alexandria
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A lovely update. Arthur is a very blessed little one. God’s is at work in all your lives. Amen
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Beautifully stated, Alexandria. You are so transparent in your heart-felt honesty about the joy in the grieving. You are ministering to so many, and hopefully are encouraged yourself. ๐ฅฐ
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